atmospheric activity

 i am sitting under the cover my back porch offers me from the dark clouds that are rumbling their anguish. i can't help but relate my physical tremors to the sounds of lament that a thunder-ridden sky with no downpour or visible flashes of light as part of its declaration. 

i understand that sense of an enormous amount of atmospheric activity, instability, and pressure building underneath external visibility. 

we are quite a pair. the sky rumbles, and i quake.

...and moments later, i find myself envious of the sky because it has found release through rain. oh how i wish i could find that type of release the rain offers the clouds.